My Apologies

And once again, Peter has hurt another girl deeply. I'm sorry.

Really brings me back to days of 1 year ago. Where I made my first mistake of making Gina hurt. What I did, when I think back, was unforgivable. And yet today, I stand before her, forgiven. Gina, I'm sorry for then. And I really never wanted to make another girl cry ever again.

I really didn't mean it Claire. I didn't mean to hurt you. I know what I've done has really caused you pain and might even make you distrust me. Forgive me Claire. I meant no harm. I never wanted you to be hurt. And I never thought it meant so much, and I'm sorry to make you cry. That's the last thing I want.

I know that many times in my life, I slip into making this tiny mistakes that seem so huge to other people. Thinking it wasn't such a big deal, I did it and only realised my mistake after the person tells me how hurt she/he was. What was I doing?

You know what? Would I better off without friends? Haha. I mean, without needed people to trust me. Maybe I can't be trusted after all. You know.. I never mean to hurt anyone, especially people close to me. And when I realise it, it's already too late.

Tell you what guys. From now on, if I ever hurt you guys, you guys can choose whatever way you want to deal with me. And I'm talking to the point of dissolving our friendship. You know why? I don't want to hurt people, I really don't. But when I do, I hate myself. So much.

To all the people I've hurt, please forgive me. I am sorry for what I've done. Although I can't promise I will never hurt you again, I will give you the option whether you still want to be friends with me.

I love you guys. I love everything we did together.

God Bless.