I've Missed The Point

So, it's Isaac's birthday today. After relentless persuasion to let me spend this day with him, I decided to agree. 5th March 2006, Isaac celebrates his 22nd birthday. And the stupid thing was, nearly 90% of the world forgot it. Lolx. We're so horrible man..

So, met him at Macs for breakfast. His mom treated me to breakfast. Claire also decided to spend this day with him. And so he had what he wanted for. His family and 2 loves to be with him on this very day. I know, I know, I very bhb..

So, the first thing he said to me was,

Isaac: Whoa, still haven't say ah..
Me: Huh?

I thought he was referring to his mom who gave me a breakfast treat and wanted me to thank her. But, before I could say that, he abruptly shouted,

Isaac: Peter Chew! Say 'Happy Birthday' la!!
Me: Huh? Today your birthday meh?
Isaac: *pengz* =.='''

Lolx. His best friend forgot his birthday. How cool is that. Aye, actually ah, I didn't forget. I know it's 5th March, but I thought it was like 2 weeks away. I'm getting old, just bear with me ah people.. Lolx.

So, attended Lighthouse today after a long long time. Finally saw alot of people that I knew the last time I came. And after Main was Youth. I was planning to go for DR after Lighthouse youth, also known as SpeedLight. But since Isaac wanted me to spend the day with him, I agreed to skip DR for a week. Sorry if I made you guys miss me, I know you guys must have cried for me.

And during youth in Lighthouse, I was really astounded by the truth at what the speaker said. I am so ashamed to say this but.

I've missed the point.

Of this christian life. Really. I was always wondering how come I never found such fufillment when times were tough, and when I really wanted to give up. And today, I finally realised.

I've focused too much effort trying to please men, and not my Father in heaven. I spend too much time caring about how others think, and not what my Abba thinks. And the revelation was this.

You are called not to keep the greatest promise the Lord has given you to yourself. This is, in simple terms, Salvation. I've lived this life asking God what He can do for me, and I became so self-absorbed with what people thought of me. And I wanted so much to be recognized.

BUT!!

Have I really grasped what the Lord has called me to? The great commission. To reach out to my friends, to saved the unsaved. And then it just hit me. I've been so self-absorbed with myself, that I've not done anything for the people who need this great promise of God. The gift of salvation and eternal life.

Man, think about it. I cannot boast of leading a friend to Christ. Not even one. What then, have I accomplished for my Lord? It's been me, me, and me. What happened to Ming Xiong, Sarah, Chris, and all the people who have decided not to believe in God anymore? Sad to say, I've never even given a thought to these people.

Indeed, they're nearing cliffs. They're about to fall. What then, do we christians do? Do we still wait to see what happens when they fall? Or do we choose to run to them and tell them to stop. Tell them there is a way. Jesus is the way.

Wow, what a revelation. I couldn't really comprehend it till today. I really am ashamed to say, I've failed the most basic thing to be a christian. I have not spread this Love to the people around me. Yes, I encourage people, I spend time with them, but never got down to inviting them to our youth services.

Well, I hope that this has somewhat made you think a little too. Have we done all we could for our friends? Have we wanted it so bad to see them brought to Christ. And all I was thinking about was my sis most of the time. I really want to see her dedicate her life to the Lord again. I believe I will change and be a different person from now on.

Ok, hard stuff today. But it meant a lot to me. I'm blogging from Isaac's place. I know you guys really miss me. Trust me, one week's not that long. We'll soon meet each other face to face.

Ok, going for dinner now. Will upload some pictures when I get home.