The One I Live For

Well, so I haven't post in another long while. Been 'busy'. Well, you guys could probably guess I've not been doing anything productive.

Was just spending time alone with the Lord last night as I took a long 2 hour stroll home with Isaac after supper. Was thinking about alot of stuff, mainly my walk with my Lord.

And then once again I was brought to a place of remembrance. I was brought back to remember why I was in love with the Lord in the first place.

When I was young, I was foolish. I made wrong choices, I harmed people, I made people cry. But as I grew, there was always this hand that guided me in all His ways. God's ways.

If I never lived this life for this King of Glory, who gave His life for me, I don't know what else I'm living for. Yes, my dreams would take me places. But, what will these do if not for the One who made me from nothing.

God. You saved me from falling deeper. From a person whom no one loved, you picked me up. You assured me of my value in you. People scorn me for being a fool for you, for following your ways, but I know I'm right.

Many times I lose track of this. I lose my way. I don't know to take a left or a right. I'll be at crossroads. But He'll always be there for me. He'll take me on His back and carry me.

For how long?

For as long as it takes. Through the hard times He carries me, and through the good He walks beside me. From the valley of shadows He rescues me, and in Him I place my trust.

Have I trusted Him enough to surrender my dreams and my future? Do I really want to surrender my thoughts and emotions to Him? To live this life, in accordance to His will?

I do.

For there is nothing better,
than living for you.
Saving my world with you,
there's nothing better Lord.

Lord, I break this alabaster jar at your feet. Yes, it's less than you deserve. But you're the sum of my desires, and the fullness of my joy.

I spill my life for you.

Amen.