Thanks Ben

For being there for me when I'm the most down. The recent spate of events has left me clueless, so lost. Thank you for giving me much needed advice. You don't know how much it means to me. I cry every night before I sleep, and you've lessened my burden so much.

Dear Lord, take this cup from me. I don't want to feel down anymore. I don't want to cry anymore. Help me to realise who I really should be, and what I mean to the people around me. You know the tears I shed for these, yet tears never known to them. You love me, don't you? There's something worth loving me for, yes? Please, I need to hear that yes from you. Thanks.